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Posted 5 months ago
I really wish I didn’t care
I don’t usually care what people think of me. Honestly I could care less but I don’t want to be judged my my sexual preference yeah I know we live in a more accepting world and my real friends will accept me blah blah but I know they will judge me. After all theses years of actually falling for girls and being actually heart broken. Yeah they’ll judge me I just don’t know what to do.
Posted 5 months ago
Posted 6 months ago
Turning Tables
I am finally over you. The first time was magical. I will always remember it, it was special and at the time you were special to me. I spent the next year wishing and hoping you’d change your mind about me and finally be my first man. Turns out you were just a huge disappointing let down. I tired so hard, I wanted us to work out so bad, it felt as if you were exactly what I wanted. I spilled my heart out so many times only for you to make me feel stupid. So tonight before you came over for another session I saw a shooting star, for the first time in my life. I wished you liked me ,but quickly changed my mind and wished I could figure whatever we were out. My wish came true. The entire time we talked you had nothing worth remembering to say, you couldn’t turn me on, you couldn’t even keep me heated up. It was my body’s way of telling me you mean nothing to me. It was amazing watch you try for once, watching you work for once, wanting me more then I wanted you for once. I know you left disappointed even though you gave a look at it positive speech and “high school friends aren’t meant to be” bull shit. We’re cool we’re friends I’ll give you all my left overs numbers I don’t care you don’t matter to me E. I don’t want your attention or your affection. Thank you for keeping me holding on I’m finally done over and finished with a dream that should’ve never been thought up. I’m so happy, this is what closure feels like. Its wonderful I can finally move on and maybe be someone else’s first pick not last resort.
Posted 6 months ago
I hated Ty until I saw this episode now I hate him but damn he got so much more attractive I still love Daniel though.
You know the fat kid in gym who would always get picked last. Well here's my story only I'm not fat and the teams I play for are both girls and boys.
